A Posse!!

I have always wanted a posse. Today was an especially boring day that made me think about my social life, because I horribly wanted to do something...but up here in I.Falls...there is no one. There is one guy in my church thats my age...but he is nothing like me, which makes it hard to agree on...um...anything. Like what movies to watch, what to do, where to go...it doesn't help that I'm not a sports nut, and the only website that he's ever been on is NFL.com. Nothing against him...it just that where not very alike...at all. Honestly, I have never really had a group of people like me too hang out with. See, I'm not normal. I am a living oxymoron. My interest always contradict themselves, for example I like chic flicks, but I love action. I love mindless humor, but I love to talk deep theology with people. Even at Maranatha..ny friends weren't really those kooky people that I am most comfortable around...sure I love sitting in my Dorm Sups room debateing Calvinism, but I would rather be out at a coffee shop, listening to Brilliant Geopgrapher, WHILE discussing the spiritual ramifications of a post-millenial escatology. i love being crazy, kooky and random, and for the most part I don't get to hang out with those kind of people...sure I have a few friend like that, BUT I have never had that group of friends...that since of belonging in a group. In High School I was a part of ever clique, the jocks, geeks, popular, unpopular, but i never belong to any of them...and none of them real wanted me in there groups...it was fine while I was there, but they hardly went out of thier way to stuff with me. I know this sounds like a stupid pity party, but it's not. i have actually made friends with this stupid blog. From England to the Philippines, while I might not be able too go have coffee with ya'll you do make me feel like I belong...so in a way I finally got that kooky group of friends!